I have been thinking of having a baby lately, but I am scared to death because if the baby is another boy he could have Muscular Dystrophy, just like Zachary. Plus I have back problems and I only have 1 tube, so I am considered high risk pregnancy. OR
I am thinking of becoming a photographer, but I would have to go back to college. See Below.
I am scared to death to go back to college. It has been 10 years since I have been. It would be great to have a degree in Photography, but school has always been hard for me, but I think I can do it.Anyway, I just don't know what to do right now. Those are some of the things that I have been thinking of doing lately, but I dont know. SUU doesn't have a Photography degree, but I know some colleges that do. All of my boys want a sister and it would be great to give them one, but that scares me. Connor loves babies and I think it would be great if I had a girl because then she would have 3 older brothers. I just don't know the right path to take and I have been praying about it, but sometimes I feel like I am praying wrong or something like that. That is all for now, sorry I haven't written on my blog for awhile, but I have been having writer's block lately and most of the time I have no idea what to blog about.
