Wondering...

Just been wondering about many things lately.  Wondering how many people read my blog, which I know isn't that many.  Wondering who really likes me for me and not pretending to like me.  Through the years, I have had people hate me for no reason at all, well maybe it was my glasses that I had to wear or that I wasn't that pretty.  Wondering what do for Thanksgiving, staying home and who knows what to do.  Wondering if I will ever be able to adopt a little girl, if I win Publishers Clearing House I probably will be able to.  Wondering if my husband's finger will ever get better from his work related accident that happened on Nov. 1.  There you have it, the things I have been wondering about.

Remember...

 I need to remember this, so does everyone else.   I hope everyone has a Wonderful Wednesday.  Enjoy.

Stress

I have been really stressed lately, ever since my husband hurt himself at work Thursday night.   He goes back to the doctor on Monday, but he can't go back to work, until the doctor says its okay.  I just need it all to go away, but that won't happen for awhile.  To much going on right now and it is just hard for me to breath sometimes, but I guess things will get better, it has too.

Halloween

It's Halloween, so I thought it would be awesome to put a quote for the occasion.  Enjoy.

STOP IT

I wish that there was a talk about this when I was a teenager, then maybe kids would have grown up some and they wouldn't have made fun of me.  I also wish that I had a back bone back then, but I didn't and I still don't.  I keep most things to myself, so maybe that is why I still have so much hurt and anger inside of me.  I know all these stuff happen over 25 years ago, but it still hurts.  I sometimes feel like I am a teenager and trying to fit in still and I am 40 years old.  I hope one of these days, I can just let it all go and just forget it ever happened, but there is no Easy Button that I can push and I can't go back to change things.  I just have to remember that I have people that love me no matter what.

I am...

I decided to do my quote of the week on Wednesdays now.  I think I need to remember all of these for myself, but I tend to forget who I am sometimes.  My husband thinks I am all of these and I tend to not believe him.  I never thought I would find someone who would want to marry me.  He's the best.

Dance ...

I saw this on my cousin daughter's blog about Pinterest and quotes.  She is going to try to put a quote from there on her blog once a week and maybe I will try it.  It should be fun. Okay, I love to dance but I am not the best at it and I never will be.  I miss it.  Maybe I should get back into it, but I am 40.  Happy Thursday everyone.