What I am Thankful For

On Facebook a lot of people are saying what they are thankful for each day of November.  I have done this the last few years, but I haven't done it this is.  So I thought it would be great if I would post everything that I am Thankful For on my blog, since it is Thanksgiving tomorrow.

Here is my list of what I am thankful for:

1.  My husband
2.  My 3 sons: Ethan, Zach and Connor
3.  My parents
4.  My 3 sisters: Sandra, Gayle and Amy
5.  My 2 brothers: Tim and Tyler
6.  My 4 sister in laws : Carrie, Susie, Sarah and Beth
7.  My 5 brother in laws : Mark, Victor, Brian, Nathan, and Greg
8.  My Grandma
9.  My Uncles and Aunts
10. My friends
11. My cousins
12. My coworkers
13. My ward
14. My kid's friends
15. My 14 Nieces
16. My 4 nephews
17. My Husband's Job
18. My Job
19. Church
20. Mountains, that is why I love living in Utah
21. My Journal
22. Theatre Arts
23. My Great Grandma, who I was named after ( She died, when I was a few weeks old)
24. Dishwasher
25. Modern Medicine
26. That I get to Vote
27. Men and Women serving in the Military
28. Being a wife and mother
29. A Garage
30. Dance
31. A Heater in my house, so I can keep warm
32. For a Camera, so I can take pictures
33. Tinkerbell
34. Animals
35. Transportation
36. The Holidays

Wondering...

Just been wondering about many things lately.  Wondering how many people read my blog, which I know isn't that many.  Wondering who really likes me for me and not pretending to like me.  Through the years, I have had people hate me for no reason at all, well maybe it was my glasses that I had to wear or that I wasn't that pretty.  Wondering what do for Thanksgiving, staying home and who knows what to do.  Wondering if I will ever be able to adopt a little girl, if I win Publishers Clearing House I probably will be able to.  Wondering if my husband's finger will ever get better from his work related accident that happened on Nov. 1.  There you have it, the things I have been wondering about.

Remember...

 I need to remember this, so does everyone else.   I hope everyone has a Wonderful Wednesday.  Enjoy.

Stress

I have been really stressed lately, ever since my husband hurt himself at work Thursday night.   He goes back to the doctor on Monday, but he can't go back to work, until the doctor says its okay.  I just need it all to go away, but that won't happen for awhile.  To much going on right now and it is just hard for me to breath sometimes, but I guess things will get better, it has too.

Halloween

It's Halloween, so I thought it would be awesome to put a quote for the occasion.  Enjoy.

STOP IT

I wish that there was a talk about this when I was a teenager, then maybe kids would have grown up some and they wouldn't have made fun of me.  I also wish that I had a back bone back then, but I didn't and I still don't.  I keep most things to myself, so maybe that is why I still have so much hurt and anger inside of me.  I know all these stuff happen over 25 years ago, but it still hurts.  I sometimes feel like I am a teenager and trying to fit in still and I am 40 years old.  I hope one of these days, I can just let it all go and just forget it ever happened, but there is no Easy Button that I can push and I can't go back to change things.  I just have to remember that I have people that love me no matter what.

I am...

I decided to do my quote of the week on Wednesdays now.  I think I need to remember all of these for myself, but I tend to forget who I am sometimes.  My husband thinks I am all of these and I tend to not believe him.  I never thought I would find someone who would want to marry me.  He's the best.